Fiction / transmission fragment
The switchboard still had seven keys. All seven lit when I plugged it in, although the building's power had been cut three winters ago.
I had a flashlight, a battery recorder, and a work order telling me to remove the board before the demolition crew arrived. I was not supposed to answer calls. I had been hired to move equipment, not voices. Then the leftmost key blinked and a woman said, "I'm at the address. There's no house."
I told her she had the wrong number. She told me the number printed on her card, and it was the station's old number. I knew because I'd found a box of those cards that afternoon. They advertised WNDR's storm shelter line in blue ink that had faded to the color of a vein.
"Which address?" I asked.
"The first one," she said. "There's supposed to be another."
A crackle came between us, soft and dry. I had been listening to mice in the wall all evening. This was different: the sound of paper being folded at the other end of a phone.
I looked at the work order: 14 Mercer Cut. A blue station card said, in pencil, If the building is gone, state the address after the address. No second address followed.
The woman said she was standing in gravel. She could see the footprint of a porch, and four clean squares where its supports had been. She described a mailbox on a post with no number. The description matched nothing I knew. I could hear her breathing, not traffic. I asked whether she was safe, whether someone could come get her. She said yes to the first and ignored the second.
"I brought his message," she said.
She had a paper grocery bag. Inside was a cassette in a plastic case with a narrow white label. Her father had recorded the shelter instructions, she said. After his death she found the tape among the holiday decorations. She played it at home and heard him clear his throat before the official announcement. He had always cleared his throat twice before telling her something he didn't want to say.
"Only once on the tape," she said. "I've been waiting for the other one."
This is the point at which I should have explained that WNDR couldn't receive cassette audio over a phone line unless she played it into the receiver. Instead I asked her to play it. I put the battery recorder beside the switchboard.
Her father said to use the school gym during severe weather. He said the gym's west entrance remained open after hours. I could hear a click where the tape had been stopped and started again. Then, in a much quieter voice, he said, "Nell, if you come looking, don't use the house." The line ended there.
The woman's name was not Nell. She said her father had never mentioned anyone by that name. The tape had sat for years in a box of tinsel, and I couldn't tell whether the second voice was her father's or an ordinary voice reaching me through a bad connection.
I offered to call the police non-emergency line for her. She said she didn't need police. She wanted the rest of the tape, the part she was certain had been erased. She asked me to listen for the throat-clearing again.
The recorder's counter rolled. On the phone there was a rustle, a faint click, and the familiar synthetic voice of the old station ID: "State the address after the address."
"That isn't on the tape," she said.
The board's seven keys went dark in sequence. The last one stayed lit, the one marked AUX. No wire ran to it. I checked because a loose wire was still a better answer than what I wanted to believe. The key went dark when I touched it.
I took the board out the next morning. The demolition crew wouldn't wait for anyone's ghost. I took the cards too, because the back of each one had a different pencil mark: a dash, a small square, a line that almost made a letter. I put them in order and got nothing useful. That was a relief. It meant I could tell the woman I hadn't found an address, if I ever found a way to call her.
When I played my recorder back, I heard the shelter announcement and the station ID. I didn't hear the woman's voice. On the work order, below the station address, someone had added a forwarding address for salvaged equipment: Room 13, Bellwether Motor Court. It was typed in the same font as the rest. I had missed it because it was under a staple.
I did not go there that night. I had the board in my van and enough money for the job. The following afternoon, I went because I was ashamed of how easy it had been to leave.
Bellwether was open. The clerk told me Room 13 had no television and charged less for it. I asked if they took station equipment. He said, "People leave all kinds of things." He gave me a key with a watchful little keyhole printed on the tag. At the door, the room was quiet enough that I could hear someone clear their throat once on the other side.